11/8/98
about this new wheel I’m inventing......
or if to You---- it is this dream I am living .
The Waste Land is Your Land.
"The waste land your land?"
I want to go over the rainbow .
retire Toto
invite my little dog Shakti to join in....
it’s evolution !
See the love in the first 4 letters of evolution? Love backwards
We put Shakti in the basket and give Dorothy some wristies to go with her Ruby shoes and she’s Doro-Wen.
The evolution of the species, Darwin!
I mean DoroWen
Well it’s something.
It’s not Newtonian science.
Backwards newton is notwen
It could be Not- wen-ian science.
"notwen’ian?"
Alice said delightedly landing on my shoulder like a butterfly.
"Well drop an apple on my head!"
" It’s duality " she said
mom backwards is MOM
dad backwards is DAD
bob backwards is BOB
wen backwards is NEW
(It aint’me babe, bob sings from the other room, No No No )
the third eyes connected to the forth eye
and the forth eye’s connected to the fifth eye
and the fifth eyes connected to the sixth eye
hear the word of the Lord
The sixth eyes connected to the seventh eye
( Isn’t it supposed to be bones?)
no the seventh eyes connected to the eighth eye
Hear the word of the lord
(Where on earth you had picked this up ?) *(Peter and Wendy, J.M. Barrie)
" the name stood out in bolder letters than any of the other words " page 7
"marks of a strange foot"
( marks of a strange little foot )
so fast, he appears , so fast angel guardian left foot right foot shadows on my wall.......
"The window of the nursery blew open, and a boy did drop on the floor."
"Occasionally in her travels through her children’s minds Mrs. darling found things she could not understand, and of these the most perplexing was the word Peter
. She knew of no Peter, and yet he was here and there in John and Michael’s minds, while Wendy’s began to be scrawled all over with him,The name stood out in bolder letters then any of the other words.
...she just remembered a Peter Pan who was said to live with the fairies.there were odd stories about him..she quite doubted that there was any such person .
"Beside, "she said to Wendy "he would be grown up by this time"
"Oh no he isn’t grown up." Wendy assured her confidently, and he is just my size.’ she meant that he was her size.She meant that he was her size in both body and mind; she didn’t know how she knew it she just knew it."
when god you let my body be
from each brave eye shall sprout a tree
All’s well that ends well
right?
so do I get to say Wen?
Say Wen, Or God Know’s Wen,
I remember Wen.
and we’re doin’ it again.
I’ve got a funny name
its gelastic the words are plastic.
creativity ----- the imagination
How far can you go?
Far enough to destroy all rational thought ?
All science
All agreed upon reality
REPORT to uncle Billy from the interzone
Nothing is real
there’s a Buddah in my computer
Things are coming alive
I see differently
I hear differently
Everything has two means
At least two meanings
I have looked into the empty spaces
And I have seen myself revealed
My reflection?
A suggestion-
Wendy-- -good little witch, Casper’s friend , and peter pan’s muse and mother to the lost children.
Wend --to go to , pass through , to alter , to change , to translate---to wend ones way ,.
Gel---- to change into or take on the form of a gel ---becoming more solid
gelid extremely cold
Gelastic words melt before my eyes and re emerge with what I once called cryptic sub texts
And now realize is a wave pattern that is both Godly and scientific. Of a gel age-
Time isn’t a line
And words aren’t all matter
They are divine
I Can hang everything out to dry .Change is Good.
(" fire when ready!" General Ledger at your service")
fire when ready general ledger at your service
it’s a war.
Upside down left to right and hollow
If you can follow
The word made flesh
name now Holy Cow
Mastery is not a mystery
we end your journey
on the shores of this bliss
one soft kiss
He joins with you to be as the Yes, the yes, the holy eyes of God
(he joins with you to be as the yes, the Yes, the holy eyes of God
Wow, how welcome you are
have a seat
can I get you a cigar?
you silly
"now I need some wine" I said
"here goes" He said wine
now i need some water.....
drink deep
I am the well
the well is deep
I count my blessings
in my sleep
(it’s my mantra)
Being is born of non being .
ONE
(Lao)
November 5 , 1998 6:18 am
Love
WEndy
wENDy
WEndy geLL
(We end well. in Wenglish)
"Creatzio est ex Nihilo "
-Valentinius, AD 160 (quote -J.Ruta)